About Me
but it isn't really

I am a LightWorker. A LightWorker is a servitor of Source/God/Goddess (whatever you call Him/Her is fine). LightWorkers are put various places at various times so that Source has a bit of Him/Her Self embodied on that plane of existence through which to Work His/Her Will. Usually, LightWorkers are the vanguard for some type of change in a particular plane of existence that Source wishes to bring about. We lead the rest of the people on that plane toward the change with every fiber of our beings.

I serve, but I am not a slave. I could choose to turn away from Source at any time, but to reject such immense Love and support would be folly. I am a small piece of Source embodied. To turn against my Parent, of whom I am a part, is unnatural to me. I could not function to accomplish my purpose then.

As He/She descends into density toward physical matter, there is a "place" or "level" within Source (and thus Creation, for all of creation is within Source) after which gender must exist (but there are many, many levels above this). This is known as "The Parting of the Waters". It is there that my Consciousness stream within Source splits out from my true whole Self, into Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies. Most LightWorkers choose to incarnate this way, as SoulMates or Twin Flames, manifesting in two bodies that would hopefully find each other and engage in LoveMaking, returning the LightWorker to Wholeness temporarily while still manifested on a dense plane of existence. This merging while still embodied enables the LightWorker to flow Light/Love into that plane of existence through the then united chakra system of the bodies at an exponential rate over what can be done while separated into gender.

My energies of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, in their Joy as co-creators with Source, decided to split again however. Therefore, we incarnate as a Configuration of 4 consciousnesses, most often 2 males and 2 females. There is a fifth portion of our Consciousness who acts as a Guide to us sometimes, but more often exists as a thought in the mind of my whole true Self.

I who write this, am one of those 2 females. Most often I manifest as the Priestess archetype, sometimes as the Warrior archetype, generally some combination of the two.

My name is not important. I have had many, many names over the course of my existence, and I have a different one at each level of my existence. For the purposes of this site you might decide call me by the title the Adrastai do, 'Lesia, which in Tularin Elvish means both "Elf Mother" (which would be akin to a "Mother Superior" type of title) and "Star Teacher", for I was/am their Priestess, and this site is more about them than it is me.

Currently, I am embodied on this dense physical plane of existence (Earth) as a human woman, but I also have Elven bloodlines within my genetic composition. These Elven bloodlines are native to Earth, as far as I know, though they may not be. The jury is still out on that.

I have had many lives on Earth, usually as a woman, rarely as a man. I have had several lives on a couple of the Elenari homeworlds also, Selar being the one I remember in this incarnation most readily, and it is the place I was most previously (according to my current level of memories of my Self). It is the story of this life Selarin life that I speak of most often on this site.

Most Elenari believe that Selar was completely destroyed. This is not so, and you may read of how that came to be in the stories section of this web site. The 2 males of my Configuration of 4 are incarnate there yet.

The second female is incarnate on a plane of existence that is higher yet than that of the remnant of Selar. She acts as a Guide for the other 3 of us sometimes.

My outward and visible life here on Earth as a human (looking) woman is deceptively normal. I have a full time job, a mortgage, a mini-van, and plenty of yard work and laundry to do. No one can tell my true inner nature unless I reveal it to them. (If you were Source, where would you hide me, but out in plain sight where no one would notice? *chuckle*) I "function" perfectly normally as far as anyone can tell. However, it is only a small portion of me that does this. The rest of me is bilocating, existing simultaneously in other realms, and doing the Work of Source in all of them.

Some of you reading this will call me crazy. That's fine. I've heard that one many more times than I care to count, and have even doubted my own sanity on more than one occasion along this journey. You may believe that I must be insane if all this is too much for your mind to grasp hold of just yet. I shall smile at you, bless you, and Love you anyway, no matter what.

Some of you will simply dismiss me as having an over active imagination, laughing at me and trying to rationalize your fears away in the process. That's fine as well. I shall smile at you also, bless you as well, and Love your fears to utter destruction, for nothing that is not Love can last long now. Fear is the first thing to go for it keeps you enslaved.

Some of you will be entranced and enchanted by what you read and see here. For you, my stories and pictures will strike deep chords within your very depths. A few of you among those will then start to remember who and what you are. It is you for whom I labored so long to create this site.
 
I assure you, I am not alone. The force of LightWorkers Source has planted on this planet is legion because the change Source wishes to accomplish at this time is very important to all levels and all realms. More and more LightWorkers, who have been "sleeping" until the right time, awaken every day. (Realize also that Earth is not the only world so planted.) See the links page for the sites of other LightWorkers if you don't believe me.

I don't adhere to any particular religion. There is some truth in all of them, and all of them have been taken and twisted, used as a means to keep people enslaved in fear or to create separation. I prefer to follow my own Path. In my perception, God/Goddess (or Source) is One and Many and All That Is, all at the same time and transcends gender when one reaches a certain point. So it matters not to me what level you're at, whether you prefer one God, many Gods or none at all, and it matters not what you name Him/Her/Them. Source simply is.

Of course there's much, much more to my story, past, present and future. Past is included in the stories section. There's also a list of the lives I've lived that I currently remember, though I'm sure it's nowhere near all of them. Present is all over the site and evolves daily. Future is mostly contained in the Spirituality section. Therefore, I encourage you to explore the site.

As always, the brightest blessings of my heart be upon you (K'avonyen ali'l).