Far Out
Blog entry

07/12/06

Last night Torlinque and I made Love in the shower as we often do. Something different happened this time though. We went up and up and became nothing but Light where we have no bodies anymore and merge into [Core Name] as we usually do, but this time [Core Name] descended and began to manifest in the lower realms. It was an odd experience to try to describe, but still full of Joy and of course, orgasmic Bliss, full of vibrating ecstatic energy.

It was as if Torlinque's and my body had merged sort of. Both of our consciousnesses were in this one body, but it had characteristics of both of us. I felt taller and was conscious of our very long hair. I knew I hadn't just jumped inside Torlinque's body though because I was also still in my female one. I (Core) could move as I normally would, but I was doing so in all planes of existence at once. It was like having multiple copies of oneself overlaying each other and occupying the same physical space simultaneously and moving in tandem, but each copy being slightly different from all the other copies, but all of them still retaining the single Soul (with our 2 consciousnesses intact) as the consistent thread.

*sigh* That so does not make sense.

Anyway, we were merged into Core, but at the same time, instead of experiencing only the highest Pure Light realm as we normally do during those times, we experienced simultaneous existence on all levels including the lower ones we are most usually conscious of.

OK, that makes better sense. Eventually, we'll probably walk around in that state all the time according to the books I'm reading. This was our first moment of actually experiencing doing that though, quickly lost, but as we practice it'll get easier to maintain. I don't know if starting the second level of the white powder monatomic elements had anything to do with that or not, but it's certainly possible. It does have a "stronger charge" on it than the first two vials did.

Of course I realize this also means being in a constant state of LoveMaking in a constant and completely merged orgasm and doing all the daily functioning on all planes of existence at once, but how incredibly fabulous would that be?